I am 48 years old and still struggling to find rest from my fundamentalist past.  I have not renounced my faith but I am most definitely struggling with church attendance anxiety.  I believe I have list out on much fellowship and growth because of being fearful of church.  I am uncomfortable with world philosophy so my dilemma is, where can I find rest?   This is my battle.   Thank you for your podcast.  Please do not share my name.