My dad (retired) was a KJV-only IFB pastor. My mom taught at the Christian school I graduated from. I attended Bob Jones University. From my earliest memories, the existence of God never made sense to me. By the time I left BJU, I was a full-blown atheist. God in his grace saved me from my sins less than a month before my 29th birthday, 15 years ago. I’ve written the story of how God saved me. I pray you find it encouraging and entertaining.
I’ve chosen “Share With Hosts Only” because I’m not sure if sharing links are encouraged. https://practicallyknowntheology.com/2020/05/20/a-godless-fundamentalist/